I've been reading back to old entries... and they all seem to be about 2 common things: an aversion to change, and self validation.
WOW.
I guess the lesson learned is that change always happens; it's inevitable.
I've come to realize, however, that looking back into the past is not what life is about. life is about LOOKING FORWARD. even if i used to be happier, i used to be thinner, i used to have many friends, i used to have a simple life....blah blah blah....seems like a way to reassure myself and to provide comfort, it's really just living in the past and not in the moment.
2009: year of looking forward.
there are a few things I want to happen this year, some that i'm willing to share, and some that are more private are shall become public in due time.
sneak peak:
- MA in Visual Culture Theory from NYU....possibly a move to NY on the horizon
- stopping all unnecessary habits
- finding once again what i used to acquire through yoga
- grow as an artist
- love
- love more
- LOVE even more
and some others...
happy 2009 to you and your best.
[i turn 23 in 4 days.]
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